Sheila's Garden Revelations

Time to plant

2012-02-08T17:31:00.000-06:00

It is almost time to plant potatoes in Central Texas and across all of zone 8.

We usually plant around the middle of the month. So this week is a good time to loosen your soil, and make it easy to just drop those potato chunks into their spot.

In preparation, I am brewing some more compost tea using worm castings. It is cool outside where most of us would do such an activity so it will take longer for it to reproduce a lot of beneficial and protective bacteria and fungi.

The morning before I plant, I will soak my cut seeds in the tea. If the seeds happen to carry any hidden fungus or disease, soaking them will help to either completely rid them of the problem, or give them a head start in fighting it.

If you could make enough tea to drench the beds sometime this week, it would begin the process of growing beneficial bacteria in the soil also aiding healthy plant growth.

Do you plant root plants in the dark of the moon cycle? Then you have ten to twelve days to make preparations.

The darkest night this year is February 21^st., the night of the new moon. Nothing is supposed to be planted on either the new moon or the full moon.

I have much to say about planting potatoes.

See these links:

Making Compost Tea video and written instructions

Weeds

2012-01-31T08:51:00.000-06:00

Winter is garden preparation time. Normally we have a month or so before too many weeds come up covering our future vegetable beds.

This year winter is acting like spring. Birds are building their nests. I’m feeling an urgency to get my plot in order.

I have a plan. Read More

Disrupted Organisms

2012-01-26T12:12:00.001-06:00

Digging in the dirt on hands and knees trying to remove every hint of nut grass from my garden beds, I review what I’m learning about soil organisms and the life beyond our sight

I am studying the intricate interactions between protozoa, fungi, nematodes, bacteria and many other forms of life.

I read just enough to know...read more

Chicken Training Ground

2012-01-10T22:58:00.000-06:00

Red Hens

I have had so much fun with my backyard chickens and my rabbit. The pure joy they bring me constantly makes me think of God’s reaction to us.

I was planting my onions, when I heard a rather excited clucking. I looked up to see one of the red hens walking up and down the fence of their pen—on the outside!

Read the rest of the story.

Preparing for Harvest -- time of Advent

2011-12-20T20:12:00.000-06:00

This is advent, a time of waiting, a time of preparing. It’s been over 2000 years since the birth of our savior yet we still set aside time to contemplate the coming of holiness born into our world—no longer something other, but a baby that demanded touch and care.

I am in awe of the invitation to ‘handle God in the body of a child.’ I am in awe of the invitation to eat with the child grown into the man. I am in awe at the patience of God. Year after year He re-invites us to all the humanness of Jesus, our savior.

Christmas is a yearly reminder of the greatest gift of all, of the unexpected ways of God, and the hope of just as unlikely a rescue in our own circumstances. Christmas is the beginning of the story of God’s love lived within humanity.

I’m praying you have moments of overwhelming wonder at so great a love.

How does this relate to Garden Revelations?

I began thinking about winter as a time of waiting—a time of preparing the earth for the coming seed-sowing and harvest. The parallels seemed so right, but gardening seems of such small importance next to the birth of Jesus.

Join me as we follow the thought through.

In winter we prepare our soil and we wait.

Winter garden -- waiting

We prepare our hearts to re-receive the gift of Jesus.

In the winter we plan for the seeds and plants for our garden

We wait and hope for the seeds of understanding from the Holy Spirit.

Same garden--Summer arrival --squash, corn & tomatoes

In the winter we dream of the harvest, forgetting time and energy limitations.

We dream of perfection, forgetting the tough love needed in the weeding process.

But as we prepare, we know so much depends on the weather. God alone controls the weather. Will adequate rain come? Will late freezes destroy? Will winds and hail wreak havoc? Will life circumstances allow us the time to care for what we plant? Only God knows the answers.

In the joy and hope and love we anticipate the garden to come, accepting the peace and security that we and everything we attempt is in God’s hands.

One step further:

I’m taking baby steps in preparing a web site about organic gardening. I will add many more topics as time allows. I would love to print your advice or response or questions.

I am waiting for this site to grow, anticipating a meaningful sharing of experiences and a harvest of gardener friends as well as vegetables and fruit.

Please visit my www.organic-gardening-seed-to-harvest.com

Bookmark the page because it takes a long time to find it in the Google search results until my visitor count grows. –And by visiting you add momentum and it helps very much. Thank you. God bless you.

Oops!

2011-09-23T21:14:00.001-05:00

Oops!

 I guess I should give a little explanation for the last blog entry.

 I 'm so glad we are friends.  Now you’ve become part of the

 learning process.


I am creating an informational web page on organic gardening.

Eventually, I will have about 100 pages. -- At this time I only

 have about five.

I wanted the planting chart information for one of my pages

 but the format of the new site didn’t allow such a large chart.

Without thinking,  I just put it on the garden revelations blog

and linked  the other site. 
When I received phone calls and comments about the chart

 I realized what I did!

You didn't have any context!  So sorry.

 This is the new web site address. Remember, it is still in

 the building process .
  http://www.organic-gardening-seed-to-harvest.com

I’d love to hear any; comments or suggestions.

I’m very excited about this.  So far, the pages  are kind of

overviews of what will come. I'll expand all of the topics

into more in-depth pages.

For years I’ve loved gardening. Weaving in acknowledgement 
and praise for our Creator is a perfect match.


Soon I will have an invitation to let others share their

gardening stories and insights also.

So please visit the new venture and watch as it grows.


Until I get everything in place for the fully functioning and

 interactive site I’m planning, you can reach me by

email at sheilaspeakshope@yahoo.com


Thank you all for your support and encouragement.

Vegetable Planting Chart

2011-09-19T16:52:00.000-05:00

The following chart is a combinations of charts borrowed from the TX Extention agency and a variety of other information added.

The amount of seeds or plants suggested seems to be much larger than you would need if the seeds are the standard germination. It could be that they are allowing for over planting by at least twice or three times what you need so that you can later thin the plants and not waste time re-planting where there are gaps.

Also, I plant my rows in the minimum distance. Use the larger distance if you till to control weeds. I mulch to control weeds. I also plant double rows like beds.

This is a good start.

Vegetable	seeds or plants per 100 feet	Distance between rows (in.)	Distance between plants (in.)	Height of crop (feet)	Spring planting relative to frost-free date	Fall planting weeks before first freeze date	Days to Harvest	Length of Harvest -days	Yield per 100 feet	Optimum Soil tempera-ture for planting	Family
Asparagus	1oz seed --66 plants	36-48	18	5	before 4-6 weeks	not recom-mentded	730 days - (2nd year)	60	30 lb	65-80°	Lily
Beans, Lima pole	1/4 lb seed	36-48	12-18	6	after 1-4 weeks	14-16 weeks	75-85	40	50 lb shelled	65-85°	Leguminosae
Beans, Lima-bush	1/2 lb seed	30-36	3-4	1.5	after 1-4 weeks	8-10 weeks	65-80	14	25 lb shelled	65-85°	Leguminosae
Beans, Shelling	1/2 lb seeds	30-36	4-6	2	after 1-4 weeks	not recom-mentded	90-120	N/A	100 lb	65-85°	Leguminosae
Beans, snap-bush	1/2 lb seed	30-36	3-4	1.5	after 1-4 weeks	8-10 weeks	45-60	14	120 lb	60-85°	Leguminosae
Beans, snap--pole	1/2 lb seed	36-48	4-6	6	after 1-4 weeks	14-16 weeks	60-70	30	150 lb	65-85°	Leguminosae
Beets	1 oz seed	14-25	2	1.5	before 4-6 weeks	8-10 weeks	50-60	30	150 lb	50-75°	Goosefoot
Broccoli	1/4 oz seed	24-36	14-24	3	before 4-6 weeks	10-16 weeks	60-80	40	100 lb	55-75°	Brasica
brussels Sprouts	1-4 oz seed	21-36	14-24	2	before 4-6 weeks	10-14 weeks	90-100	21	75 lb	55-75°	Brasica
Cabbaage	1/4 oz seed	24-36	14-24	1.5	before 4-6 weeks	10-16 weeks	60-90	40	150 lb	55-75°	Brasica
Cabbage-chinese	1/4 oz seed	18-30	7-12	1.5	before 4-6 weeks	12-14 weeks	65-70	21	80 heads	55-75°	Brasica
Carrot	1/2 oz seed	14-24	2	1	before 4-6 weeks	12-14 weeks	70-80	21	100 lb	55-80°	Umbelliferae
Cauliflower	1/4 oz seed	24-36	14-24	3	not recom-mended	10-16 weeks	70-90	14	100 lb	55-75°	Brasica
Chard, Swiss	2 oz seed	18-30	6	1.5	before 2-6 weeks	12-16 weeks	45-55	40	75 lb	50-75°	Goose-foot
Collard	1/4 oz seed	18--36	6-12-	2	before 2-6 weeks	8-12 weeks	50-80	60	100 lb	55-75°	Brasica
Corn--sweet	3-4 oz seeds	24-36	9-12	6	after 1-6 weeks	12-14 weeks	70-90	10	10 doz	60-85°	Umbelliferae
Cucumber	1/2 oz seed	48-72	8-12	1	after 1-6 weeks	10-12 weeks	50-70	30	120 lb	65-90°	Cucurbita
Eggplant	1/2 oz seed	30-26	18-24	3	after 2-6 weeks	12-16 weeks	80-90	90	100 lb	75-90°	nightshade
Garlic	1 lb	14-26	2-4	1	not recom-mended	4-6 weeks	140-150	N/A	40 lb	N/A Fall planting	Lily
Kale	1/8 oz	18-36	4-6	1	before 4-6 weeks	4-6 weeks	50-80	60	100 lb	55-75°	Brasica
Kohlrabi	1/4 oz seed	14-24	4-6	1.5	before 2-6 weeks	12-16 weeks	55-75	14	75 lb	55-75°	Brasica
Lettuce	1/4-oz seed	18-24	2-3	1	before 6 weeks after -2 wk	8-10 weeks	30-80	21	50 lb	40-70°	Compositae
Muskmelon/ Cantaloupe	1/2 oz seed	60-96	24-36 or 3 to a hill	1	after 1-6 weeks	14-16 weeks	85-100	30	100 melons	70-85°	Cucurbita
Mustard	1/4 oz seed	14-24	6-12	1 1/2	after 1-6 weeks	10-16 weeks	30-40	30	100 lb	40-75°	Brasica
Okra	2 oz seed	36-42	12-24	6	after 2-6 weeks	12-16 weeks	55-65	90	100 lb	70-90°	Malva
Onion (seed)	1 oz seed	14-24	2-3	1 1/2	before 6-8 weeks	8-10 weeks	90-120	N/A	100 lb	55-75°	Lily
Onion (plants)	400-600 plants	14-24	2-3	1 1/2	before 4-10 weeks	not recom-mentded	80-120	N/A	100 lb	N/A	Lily
Parsley	1/4 oz seed	14-24	2-4	1/2	before 1-6 weeks	6-16 weeks	70-90	90-365	30 lb	50-75°	Umbelliferae
Peas - Southern	1/2 lb seed	24-36	4-6	2 1/2	after 2-10 weeks	10-12 weeks	60-70	30	40 lb	40-75°	Leguminosae
Peas--English	1 lb seed	18-36	1	2	before 2-8 weeks	2-12 weeks	55-90	7	20 lb	40-75°	Leguminosae
Pepper	1/8 oz seed	30-36	18-24	3	after 1-8 weeks	12-16 weeks	60-90	90	60 lb	70-90°	Nightshade
Potato - Irish	6-10 lb seed potatoes	30-36	10-15	2	before 4-6 weeks	14-16 weeks	75-100	N/A	100 lb	N/A	nightshade
Potato - sweet	75-100 plants	36-48	12-16	1	after 2-8 weeks	not recom-mentded	100-130	N/A	100 lb	55-70°	Convolvul
Pumpkin	1/2 oz seed	60-96	36-48	1	after 1-4 weeks	12-14 weeks	75-100	N/A	100 lb	65-80°	Cucurbita
Radish	1 oz seed	14-24	1	1/2	before- 6 weeks after 4 weeks	1-8 weeks	25-40	N/A	100 bunches	45-80°	Brasica
Spinach	1 oz seed	14-24	3-4	1	before 1-8 weeks	2-16 weeks	40-60	40	3 bushels	45-70°	Goosefoot
Squash - summer	1 oz seed	36-60	18-36	3	after 1-4 weeks	12-15 weeks	50-60	40	150 lb	65-85°	Cucurbita
Squash - winter	1/2 oz seed	60-96	24-48	1	after 1-4 weeks	12-14 weeks	85-100	N/A	100 lb	65-85°	Cucurbita
Tomato, determinate	1-/8 oz seed or 25-30 plants	36-48	36-48	3-5	after 1-8 weeks	12-14 weeks	70-90	40	100 lb	70-90°	nightshade
Tomato, in-determinate	1/8 oz seed or 12-16 plants	36-72	6-8	4-6	after 1-8 weeks	12-14 weeks	60-90	60	150-200 lb	70-90°	nightshade
Turnip - greens	1/2 oz seed	14-24	2-3	1 1/2	before 2-6 weeks	2-12 weeks	30	40	50-100 lb	55-75°	Brasica
Turnip - roots	1/2 oz seed	14-24	2-3	1 1/2	before 2-6 weeks	2-12 weeks	30-60	30	50-100 lb	55-75°	Brasica
Watermelon	1 oz seed	72-96	36-72	1	after 1-6 weeks	14-16 weeks	80-100	30	40 melons	70-85°	Cucurbita

How Long?

2011-08-09T20:57:00.002-05:00

Each day, with the heat so early stealing the joy of being in the garden, my mind has turned to plans for the next season. I’m reading and re-reading gardening books like a woman needy and alone might read novels of romance and rescue.

When the rains return, I will plant my garden in a new design; I will plant with the idea of beauty as well as produce; I will try new seed varieties. I daydream.

When the rains return…

And I yearn for the beauty and bounty of the past.

I would grow squash just for their beauty.

An overview of years past

Raised bed last year

sweet potatoes mingle with the squash and basil goes to seed

How long, Lord? How long until the rain comes, until Your promises of Joel 2 is our reality.

I wondered who and why people in the scripture asked, “How long?” It’s a common question found in 25 books. God asks the question of us, and we ask of Him.

But surprisingly to me, God asks us, “How long?” as often as we ask Him.

How long will you refuse to humble yourself, to believe in Me in spite of the miracles I perform, to keep My commands? How long will you treat Me with contempt, will you waver between two opinions, will you turn My glory into shame? How long will you love delusions and seek false gods?

Jesus asks, “Unbelieving generation, how long will I stay with you?”

When Jeremiah asked God how long will the land lie parched, and the grass in every field be withered? …”

God answered, “If you have run with men on foot and they have worn you out, how can you compete with horses?” Jer. 12:4-6

In other words, “If you can’t trust me now, what are you going to do when things get worse?”

I don’t know if our weather, our economy, or our political chaos will worsen.

What I do know is that I must plant my heart deep in the response, “I trust You beyond my understanding, my Savior, my Redeemer, and my Provider.”

And I return to my books and my daydreams of taking care of my little plot of land better with more beauty and more produce.

One of my favorite books is “The Resilient Gardener: Food Production and Self-Reliance in Uncertain Times by Carol Deppe. She describes every detail of gardening with an obvious love for the earth and the plants and a respect for both nature and the gardener.

She begins by elaborating on our uncertain times, from climate change or economic necessity, to health or time restraints. Then she moves quickly into the 33 Golden Rules of Gardening. These include support, experiment, and notice everything, giving us such inviting detail that every rule becomes a means to a satisfying experience.

The chapter, Labor and Exercise is about designing and organizing our gardening to encourage healthful exercise while at the same time minimizing total work, meaning unnecessary, inefficient, ‘unfun’ work, and the probability of injury.

Soil and Fertility offers not only the usual discussion about using legumes to fix
nitrogen in the soil, but times when that doesn’t make sense. She offers many alternatives and lists ways to avoid wasting fertility. One subtitle is On Not Buying, with help on evaluating exactly what you need.

When reading her descriptions of the right potato or squash or bean, you’re mouth is watering for those tastes. Did you know there are pop-beans not only popcorn?

This book gives beginning gardeners a strong foundation and seasoned gardeners will relish it for all the extras they will glean.

Breed Your Own Vegetable Varieties: The Gardener's & Farmer's Guide to Plant Breeding & Seed Saving is another book I'm anxious to read by Carol Deppe.

When God Gives You Rinds, Make Pickles!

2011-08-05T19:38:00.001-05:00

My volunteer watermelon vines produced wonderful fruit with a variety of different sizes. One was 29.8 lbs. I just call it a “30 pounder.”

Even this heat-loving plant didn’t produce as many melons as I would have expected. Since they volunteered from last year’s volunteers, I have no idea what kind they are. When I opened them I was disappointed at how thick the white rind was.

It would have been perfect if I wanted to make “Watermelon Rind Pickles.” I didn’t consider it with the first harvest. Now I might.:

Pickled Watermelon Rind

1 6-lb watermelon

6 c water

2 Tbs sea salt, divided

1 tsp pickling spice

3 1/3-inch slices fresh ginger

2 whole clove

2 whole allspice

1 3-inch cinnamon stick

1 1/4 c sugar

1 c white vinegar

Peel outer green layer from watermelon rind.

Cut rind into 1/2-inch pieces. Bring water and 5 tsp. salt to boil in large saucepan.

Add rind. Reduce heat and simmer 15 min. or until crisp-tender.

Drain rind and place in large bowl.

Tie up spices in cheesecloth and place in a saucepan.

Add 1 tsp salt, sugar and vinegar; bring to a boil, stirring until sugar dissolves.

Pour hot vinegar mixture over rinds. Cool to room temp. Cover and chill 12 hours.

Strain liquid from rind mixture and bring to a boil.

Return rind pieces and spice bag to room-temp bowl and pour boiled liquid over them

Chill at least 8 hours before serving.

Refrigerate up to 2 weeks.----from Joanne Cheshier

I’m chagrined to realize how I’ve evaluated this gift from God.

I did nothing to make them grow except identify the vine and not pull it up. I’ve gotten five watermelons staggered so that we can eat and share before the next one must be harvested. And I’m bemoaning the size of the rind?!

I think I need to re-read my Bible, especially the part about learning to be content in all circumstances. (Philippians 4:11)

Cowpen Daisy

2011-07-30T23:11:00.001-05:00

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a bouquet to enjoy

Ecclesiastes 3:1-2 "There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven: a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot." NIV

My sense of beauty is wilder than most. If something flowers, I want it to live. Only if it rudely pushes in, taking over space already promised to something else do I sorrowfully admit it might be a weed.

When water is in abundance, I often allow a bit of intrusion. The usurper’s beauty gives it privileges mere grasses never obtain.

It’s a luxury I’ve taken for granted, like the rain.

With nine months of drought and stage five water conservation, I carefully measure where and what I water. Under my fruit trees where I laid the soaker hose, a beautiful patch of Golden Crownbeard, also known as ‘Cowpen Daisy,’ sprang up.

Golden Crownbeard

With such few wildflowers, I wondered, “Do I leave them? A mass of yellow daisies dancing in the breeze makes me smile. Maybe they are shading the ground and conserving water. Crownbeards only need water about once a month to survive. Does that mean they don’t drink it if it is there?

Vibrant green Crownbeard

Probably not. Their normal color is a gray-green. Where I watered they are bright green. Reluctantly, I admit I remember more about these shaggy daisies. They shade out native vegetation and produce chemicals toxic to most other plants.

Instead of feeling joy and satisfaction as I look at this growing mass of green, I feel guilt. With resigned heart I pull the flora. It is still a ground cover except where it stood, it now lays.

The deed is half done—mulch instead of life—I don’t know if I can do the rest.

Mulched Golden Crownbeard

But it is mulch adding and giving life, conserving instead of using water and nutrients. With that thought, I can finish the task tomorrow or the maybe the next day.

The consolation: Each plant self-pollinates and makes about 350 seeds waiting for a chance to sprout at a better time and place.

For instance, if these weeds were isolated to a neglected spot where there was a need to block out other vegetation and yet offer a great show of yellow blossoms, it would be perfect. But they are destructive left to grow under my fruit trees.

In times of need, sacrificing some pleasures sustains life.

Lord, give us wisdom and discernment in the way we use Your gifts.

Beautifully illustrated with
sections for each Texas region

A Field Guide to Southwestern and Texas Wildflowers (Peterson Field Guide)

Easy to use field guide with
some colored illustrations as well
as line drawings. Categorized
by color of blossom.

A Field Guide to Southwestern and Texas Wildflowers (Peterson Field Guide)

Nut Grass

2011-07-30T23:09:00.001-05:00

newly emerged nut grass

“How do you get rid of nut grass?” the caller asked the radio gardening show host.

“You have to go all the way to hell to get rid of those suckers.” He answered.

And goodness, I think it is true. I dig and pull and think everything is clean only to find new blades sticking through the earth a few days later.

Connected by wiry runners--all coming up together

This morning I was working my dry sandy ground and thinking this is the time to pull weeds because they all come up. At least, so many come up together it gives the illusion you are getting them all.

Nut grass with wiry runners

My mind wondered to times of hunger and need for survival. I’ve always thought if God gives us lots of something there must be a use for it. The Native Americans used the ‘nut’ of the root like we use coffee beans. It looks like a knot between the different runners so I wondered how they cleaned it. I smiled as I thought B12 is found in soil. They had no problem getting theirs.

I observed the root system as I pulled out half a dozen sprouts connected by their underground runners.

top root--wiry, middle root--rope like, bottom root- brittle

Where the earth is bone dry, the roots are like wire, strong and holding tight to the next sprout. Even if that next ‘sprout’ looks dead, the root continues to the next and the next until there is some sign of life. Wherever there is a tiny bit of life, it reaches out to the next, sharing its supply of moisture and nutrients, holding on, and surviving together.

Closer to the vegetables, where there is more moisture, the roots became more rope like. They are more likely to break connection.

Where the water was more abundant, the connecting roots were almost brittle, traveling just as far, but with far less energy put into creating a strong grasp. When you pull or dig the grass, you are likely to hear a distinct snap. You know another healthy plant is left behind to plague you in a few days when it shows itself.

In God’s plan, when the need is greater, the ties are tougher. They may not be obvious on the surface, but where survival of their kind depends on it, they hold on.

It is God’s plan for us, also. We see it when love works as God planned it. We hold on tight when there is greatest need, when there is illness, or relational crisis, or financial disaster, or even spiritual dryness. We hold on and share the hope and promises of the Spirit. We hold on and let sustaining life flow from one dead-looking heart to the next. How can we know what life is lying dormant or from what direction the outpouring of water will come to quench our own thirst when we’re in want?

Heavenly Father, we are all in need of water for our earth. In this drought stricken area, we cry out to You for rain. Less visible, but no less life-giving, we need the rain of Your Holy Spirit. Refresh our human spirit. In the name of Jesus, by the Holy Spirit, refresh us, Father. Amen.

Does God Miss Me?

2011-07-24T14:00:00.000-05:00

"...I have loved you with an everlasting love; I have drawn you with loving-kindness." Jeremiah 31:3

Surprise visitor in my strawberries

The dark rabbit appeared sometime in the spring. Several times I caught a glimpse of her and thought she was a neighbor’s cat.

One day, seeing it nibbling in my strawberry patch, I looked through my binoculars to see if that cat really was eating my plants. There sat a luscious brown—almost black—rabbit!

tentative rabbit

No wonder we weren’t getting any strawberries!

But it was so beautiful; I went out with my camera to capture some images. She—who knows if it’s a ‘she’ or ‘he’—ran a safe distance, then stopped.

As the days passed, she seemed to come out of hiding when I was in the garden, as if she liked being close to someone. One day she hopped over and smelled my shovel, then my feet.

patient rabbit with kids

We’ve become friends. After I discovered she likes apples, I carry a thinly sliced one with me each morning. Eventually, she makes her way over and eats it from my hand.

At daybreak she meets me, except the day after four grandkids followed her all over the garden. She didn’t show herself for a few days then. After our Chihuahua surprised her by our back screened-in porch and went crazy barking, she didn’t return for a while.

Lilah, our Chihuahua

Once in a while, for no known reason, she’s absent. I miss her presence, her ‘drunken sailor’ hopping over to where I’m working. After I’ve finished for the day, I keep looking out the back door, wondering if she’s come late.

As I realized how much I look forward to seeing her each day, how disappointed I am to have a sliced apple but no rabbit to eat her share, I sucked in a deep breath of understanding.

Rabbit keeping me company

Does God delight when I move closer to Him? Does He miss me when I don’t come to sit in His presence? Has He prepared something for me and I’m not available to share it with Him?

Does God, with all His wisdom, love, fore-knowing, and plans for good, long for me with intensity I can’t even comprehend?

Lord God, thank You for the marvelous rabbit. Thank You for the gift of a glimpse of Your longing for me. Amen

Weeding Life

2011-07-23T22:27:00.000-05:00

After The Closer Walk Christian Bookstore closing, three weeks with grandkids and other family and friends, I am beginning to focus on future hopes and plans.

"Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. See if there is any offensive way in me and lead me in the way everlasting." Psalm 139:23-24

Trying to imagine a structure for a life free from the boundaries of store hours, I wrote in my journal:

Immediate goals:

My overgrown garden

Weed garden,

weed house,

weed spiritual habits,

weed eating habits.

Even in a time of no water, somehow weeds grow. It is always a gift to play in the dirt but oh, how dry the dirt is! As I began untangling watermelon vines from grass, lambs quarter, grass burrs and morning glory vines, I realized I was so far behind, if we’d had rain, it would have been hopeless.

Weeds come out easily in the powder of my sandy soil, the roots shed the dirt and the top soil remains. Yet, I know some roots remain, eluding my shovel. Those delicate wild Morning Glory vines that wind around anything close have roots that extend twenty feet or more as does Johnson grass and probably countless others. So is it an illusion to think I am weeding? I am simply clearing the obvious, like treating the symptoms. When the rains return I’ll see pesky heads pop up as if taunting the spade they escaped.

When rain comes and the earth drinks its full of heaven’s bounty will I give the time and diligence needed to keep the intruders at bay?

As I continue to dig, it’s the same question I ask God about my heart?

If there are roots of weeds left in my garden, are their roots of weeds left in my heart?

How often have I repented of the weeds exposed during dry spells. “Father, I take You for granted. Father I don’t spend time with you. Father, I tell You what to do instead of listening. I want my own way more than Yours. I don’t trust in Your goodness. On and on. Forgive me.”

Weeded garden

I am absolutely sincere in my desire to rout everything in opposition to God’s purposes. Waiting for the quenching of God’s presence and moving of His spirit in my life, I make promises. Can I keep them?

The soil of my soul looks clean, well turned, and ready for seed-blessings. Are there still roots of rebellion lurking underneath, waiting to sprout in new and vigorous growth?

Lord, God, when the blessings overflow, help me remember the time of weeding and be ever vigilant to surrender my heart to Your weeding.